Who am I?

I am who I am. If you don’t like that then I don’t know what to tell you.

I am a down to earth person and I tend to say whatever comes to mind.

I am what some people would call ‘Crass’ and what my niece Panda calls ‘A Pirate’. "Princesses don’t use bad words Nonni, only Pirates use bad words"- Panda (four years old)

I don’t often think about consequences until after the fact. I tend to ‘shoot first and ask questions later’.

I use the word ‘Fuck’ like most people use the word ‘The’.

I love my family and friends with all my heart.

I am more passive then aggressive but don’t let that fool you. I defend the things I love with a fierceness that is unmatched. "Graceful? Yes. Beautiful? Absolutely. Harmless? Definitely Not." - Fyndhorn Elder.

I will only sit back and take shit from people for so long, before I explode.

I will not tolerate the abuse or misuse of my children in any form, from anyone. You can run your mouth about me all damned day, but once you run it about or at my kids, you had better watch yourself.

Once I write someone out of my life, they have to give me an extremely good reason to get back in. Once your out your usually out forever, I don’t forgive and forget very often.

I believe that the word ‘Sorry’ does not fix all the wrong things you do. Some hurt is just too big to fix with an ‘I’m Sorry’.

Blood is ALWAYS thicker then water. "Trust only Family, Rely only on Blood" -Tony Soprano

My house isn’t perfect, but you know what, I don’t care. We live in our house, we have fun in it and that is really all that matters. Houses are not meant to be show pieces, they are meant to be lived in.

I say things sometimes that only my Daughter understands, and I can have an entire conversation with my Husband without saying a single word.

I drink more coffee and coca-cola than is probably good for the average human to consume in a day.

I smoke about a pack and a half of cigarettes a day. Something that I probably should stop doing and will eventually.

I get addicted to TV shows like Grey’s Anatomy, House, Dexter and True Blood. But I tend to lose interest in other things quickly.

I love playing Magic the Gathering and D&D.

I would rather read a good book then watch a good movie any time. Twilight is my latest obsession (and yes I am TEAM EDWARD).

I would rather do Laundry then do the dishes. Actually I would rather do anything then do dishes. Dishes have to be the absolute worst chore on the face of the earth.

I would rather play Star Wars on the Xbox with Porkchop then clean the house. (hey that almost rhymed)

I wear my jeans too low, my shirts too low, my hair up, and I do not wear makeup.

I hate wearing something that requires me to wear anything but my Flip Flops or my Sketchers in order for it to look good.

I hate liars, drama queens/king, pot-stirrers, jealous people, and ass holes.

All-in-all, if you don't like me for who I am then I don't need you in my life. I would rather be hated for being the person I am (the person that God made me) then loved for the person I am not. I will not conform to society's standard for what I should be.

-Angel-